Love The sinner but hate the sin....

The amazing colours seen through the dragonflies Wings remind me of Life in nature.

Anyone who has seen this amazing creature in the sunlight over the water, well it is spectacular to see. 

Just like us human beings we are amazing and spectacular in our imperfections and perfection. I've recently started a new health Journey one of being sober. This is my first try at this in life believe it or not.

I never tried before and just decided it was time. Well I had someone who supported me in the ways I needed to so it was even more possible for me. Just cold turkey the same way I quit prescription pills over 10 years ago....No foofaraw or groups a little help but mainly counselling for some old wounds....

I'm very grateful for this change I've gone through. 

When it comes down to it though it's a very lonely and a  personal choice. I mostly drank because I was bored and it filled time. Like a lot of people I know actually.

I decided to try and fill that time as I figure it out with things that I love to do.

The art of life...

And the beauty of having someone to share it with. Great blessings I say.

So some of these things that filled in the time are things like sleep and many other great things lol.

I've always been trying to look after my health you might say why would you look after something so sorry and wretched LOL as some of us humans think.

Well I'm just going to get cancer and die anyway so there's really no point I can eat anything and do anything cuz it won't matter anyhow in the end.

Well that's bullshit... The quality of life improves immediately when we do any positive change for ourselves. You'll know because a calm will come over you as you find your own personal alignment, with the universe.

Just as nature finds ways to thrive and survive under the right conditions so will your body and mind and spirit.

I like myself a lot more this way. I feel more in control and I feel able to sort out the things that have hindered me in the past. I think there's a few reasons we don't like ourselves enough to look after ourselves. 

Life can be brutal and we are human, so sometimes we don't like ourselves.

One reason is we are fragile and damageable and imperfect in multiple dimensions all the time. These things can get worse as we get older. So it's not always that easy even for a self conscious and fully aware person such as myself.

One reason is

Because we all carry our history with us and sometimes in our pasts we were weak and prone to temptation to things that were un healthy for us mind and body alike.

And some of us can be very malevolent.

So why should you take care of something as sorry and wretched as You are. Well?

This is a existential problem, yes the same problem that we all carry together, individually and as a group.  So you're not alone in your self-destructive behavior it's a human condition that we were programmed into.

So as in the title :  

Love The sinner but hate the sin. 

Love yourself enough to not be a product of your past we get reborn everyday, People. 

   I personally seem to get extra births LOL.... So I'm trying to make healthier choices as a child LOL... Metaphorically speaking...

By the way if you don't speak in metaphors you will have no clue what I'm talking about , hell half the time I don't even know.

And if you're looking for proper grammar and spelling you won't find it here LOL.

Anyway back to my point sucks having I wandering mind...lol

So one of the things  I've done with my health ,  mind and body is I've been treating myself like someone external that I genuinely care for and want the best for and that person always takes the positive road the proactive road and follows through. So it's incumbent on me to act and treat myself this same way. I believe I have a moral obligation to treat myself with the same high regard. 

So yes I made lots of mistakes in the past but I love the sinner more than the old sins..

I believe I have something valuable to share with the right people in the right State of mind. And I can bring that bright light within myself to everyone I care about. I've seen that glow in someone else and it's very attractive to me.

Despite myself in my past I feel I have that responsibility to bring my best self to the table of my life...  

A healthy flame with a bright light can withstand a Storm or two in this windy world we live.. &

There is much love here for you.

Just open your eyes.

Take care of yourselves people of Earth.

You're worth it.

Peace and Love from The Darkside that's always so bright.

Thanks for the read.

Lance..